The person I want to be
G'day to you and all. My love and appreciation to all in the Avatar network. I would like to share an insight/feeling(s) I have had within the last couple of hours/days. I have been watching the video with your talk on Life Challenges (again LOL), and, I feel the need to share insights I have had. Firstly I should give some background. I did my Avatar course in Dec/Jan, then I did my Master's course in Feb(?), I did Professional course in Oct and then went to Wizard's after that. And yes, as I have heard many times I am a fast tracker. Which was, to some extent, the reason I didn't take in all the Life changes/challenges that were offered up by being gifted your Avatar tools. As a result I slipped back into old ways. After all I had over 40ish years of old habits to deal with and sort out. Nothing new to most of you that read this, but, for me it was harder than expected.
I have over time tried to repel anything to do with Avatar, but, something seems to have resonated with me on those courses because I have NEVER been able to get away from the Avatar experience, (For which I will eternally be grateful). I always found myself using the tools to tell myself that what I am doing is not the correct path to go down etc. Which brings me to my insight. I found myself wanting to watch a "Harry DVD" one day and put on Life Challenges. WELL! I felt into the video and soon found myself taking notes. I have NEVER been one to take notes before in my life. After a while I read what I had written and I can tell you I shed A LOT of tears because I realised I had FINALLY GOT IT. Not that I had done anything about my problems, I am saying that I just realised what you, Harry were on about. I get that Harry, Avra, Stars Edge and all the QM's can only do so much, but really it comes down to the individual (I think) to step out of the abyss and put all the information/tools to use...and for me it took a lot of inwards looking.
I would like to say that I am on my way to discreating/creating the person I want to be, and would like to say to those that are doubting their experiences, that one way or another, Harry/Avra/Star's Edge and the QM's are/will get you to be the person you want to be. I realise that some/much/all of what I have expressed/written may be gobbly gook to the intelligentsia, but I would simply like to express that I love the tools/DVD's/Harry/Avra/Star's Edge/QM's and most of all my Master Andrew Tuck. I am aware that I have rambled and that I won't win the award for written expression anytime soon, but, believe you me, the tools/info works. AND, it is up to the individual to put the tools to work/good use to become the person you want to be!